seeking traces of stray musings.

What happens when what you know is actually a lie? You give it everything trying to make it work, no matter how slight the possibility of it working out. Your gut feeling tells you one thing but you refuse to believe it, constantly making excuses. One day you find out the truth, and even though deep down you already know, it still hurts. Not only because you’ve been lied to, but it is now time to face the reality that you actually mean so little you don’t deserve the truth.